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Hey darlinks,

I haven't blogged in so long that I'm actually considering on not blogging anymore..FOREVER..

Yeap. Seriously, my life revolves around film and film and MORE FILM.

There's really nothing interesting about it. Or me, fact.

Well, it's been a good week. I'm filming in like 3 weeks.

I need to get shit sorted out.

As for now, I'm hungry as. I had dinner alr but my tummy still wants food. WTH?!

But, I've lost weight. What is going on? I have no idea.

I get weird tummy problems now and then. So, I figured that I probably can't eat too much food with dairy products in it. Cus' I get really ill after.

Not only that. But, I've stopped eating rice.

Poor me. No time to cook. Or, too lazy to cook. So, I eat instant noodles like a cow eating grass.

Like, I eat it all the time.

Boohoo!!

I need to think about my film now. Dream of it. Eat and still think of it.

And, I'm kinda just waiting around. Waiting for John to get home, so I can sleep.

That'll be at 2am.

Yeap!!

My sleep cycle is screwed now.

Class in the morning.

I'm just to rest my eyes for abit.. LOL

Love ya'll.. Catch

Hey darlinks,

So, as you know or maybe don't know that Lady Gaga is coming next year to Aussie..

I'm most probably going to catch her World Tour when she's in Sydney.

Excitement!!

Anyway, I really wanna go to SENSATION this year but.....Unfortunately, I can't afford it. Like, the cheapest ticket is $172.

So yea, and it's in Melbourne. If I was living there, it might make it more possible for me to attend.

So, I know it's awhile more to go to NYE. But, think about what you're going to do soon.

Never too early!!

I,,,,hmmm,, I don't know what I'm doin' yet but will let you know soon.

I'll probably just drink and drink and..hmm drink?!

LOL...

Gonna head off now. I'm dead tired today. A day of class, came home to watch Adam's Aebler. Had dinner, went to the gym. I'm exhausted. Bla, bla, bla.

Whining lil whore.

:p

Just a small town girl,
Livin' in a lonely world,
She took the midnight train,
Goin' anywhere.

Just a city boy,
Born and raised in South Detroit,
He took the midnight train,
Goin' anywhere.

If you don't watch GLEE then you're missing out. I'm serious.

There's finally a tv show that I like besides Gossip Girl.
It seems like GG might slowly end up like One Tree Hill or The OC.

Oh well..

Anyway, I am so exhausted.
Went to the gym. Then, came home and vacuumed my room. Cleaned the bathroom and all.
For my house inspection on Tuesday.

Just great. I have to like go to school and have my consult with Stephen then walk home to wait for these inspectors. Then, walk back to school to re-edit my film a lil and export it.

New topic. I really wanna go to Lady Gaga's world tour when she's here in Sydney in March.

Hmmm...I wonder who wants to come with me.

:)

This is a big rant post.

Hey darlinks,

Hey darlinks,

I've got quite an interesting story. Not about me at least. It's bout' John.
This is how it goes.

Friday after film school and stuff. Came home and tried to take a nap before a long night out.
But, failed to do so.
Ordered Thai, felt like having fried rice.
After that, the whole dressing up process began.
Lil' Blake came over, had a few drinks with John and I.
Not long after, Alex and Lina arrived.

Moments later, Andy texted Blake saying this, "We need to talk."
Trust me when I say they're not gay.
Well, Andy has a girlfriend back in Canada.
And, Blake is.....well, single..
Hmmm..
So yea, Blake left..
Leaving Alex, Lina, John and I back at mine.
Waited for Bosley to arrive before we could head off to Subbies.

Anyway, yes..
Got there and all. Waited in line cus we were late. Pfft..
It's worth it, since we're on the guest list. It's free.
Went in and I absolutely hated it.

It looks damn small now. It sucks.
I hope they still have the big room and that night was just some stupid night where they closed off the big dance floor.
1st room I went to played pretty shitty music. Dark and neon lights.
2nd room I went to played ok music. Well, lets say it's not enough for me.
3rd room.....TyDi........Packed!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, John, Bosley and I decided to go around and only party to good music.
Alex and Lina just tagged along.
Well, I don't think Alex likes MOS kinda music...
Just when we were about to head back to the 1st room where there were less ppl, someone squished the side of my "fat".

I turned around and was like, "Tim?!".
He looks so different. He lost so much weight. I seriously couldn't really recognize him.
Anyway, said our hi's and how are you's...
And he went somewhere and I went somewhere. LOL.
But, ended up seeing him at the room where TyDi was playing later that night.

Well, as usual I am just enjoying the music that I don't realize who is around me.
Just sorta do my thing.
I enjoy dancing alone, when someone doesn't cling on to me like some chimp.

Anyways, I had to use the bathroom.

*This is sorta where the story begins*

John and Bosley were waiting for me.
Then, John had to go to the bathroom.
Told us to head downstairs and wait for him there.
Well, let's say it took too long and I was like, "Where is he?"

Next thing I knew...
Sha-boom!!! Blood flowing from his forehead down to his nose..
Blood on his t-shirt.
I was like OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
John's just like, "Nah. it's fine. Let's dance"
I was like NOOOO!!! I'm taking you to the hospital now!!!!

One of the workers at Subbies passed by and I was like freaking out..
Tapped him on his shoulder and ask him to call for their paramedics ppl.
The guy took us downstairs away from everyone.
Paramedics there got him some bandage thing to hold it up.
Then said to take him straight to the hospital to get stitches.

Bosley and I took him to St Vincent's hospital.
Geez...seems like everyone is getting into a fight..
The only patients there I saw were injured from fights.
Kings Cross!! Duh!!!

Then, we had to wait for like an hour and a half til he got stitched.
That's considered early k'.
We were supposed to wait for like 4 damn hours..Cus' hospitals here are shit!!
Anyway, John's forehead just kept bleeding and bleeding.
They didn't have a choice but to skip the line and stitch him up.

Great. All done.
Time to go home. Fucking cold outside.
Got a cab. Got home.
4am!!
I didn't exactly sleep. Had to watch John for the night in case anything happens.

He coughed and blood started flowing out.
Freaked the shit out of me cus I thought his stitches came off. Well, it happens when you go to a public hospital.
Woke Bosley up and Bos freaked out as well, came into the room and looked at John.
Said it was ok. Blood may flow out abit but stitches are fine.

After watching him for awhile I kinda fell asleep.
But I kept waking up just to check on him.

Worst sleep ever.

Now, I'm just taking care of him.

He's alright. Still alive. Thank goodness.

Apparently this is what happened to him.
Some drunk asshole pushed him from the back, and John was quite drunk at that time.
Tipped over and smashed his head on a sharp edge. Knocked his head on the ground.
Got up, feeling dizzy and all.

At least he didn't get robbed this time.
The first he was at Subbies, someone stole his wallet and phone.

Crazy place...

Anyway, despite all that drama he put me through on friday night, I still love him.




Enjoy.


Hey darlinks
I'm finally chillin' out a lil this week
So when you're bored, you do this
Eat..
DVD..
Eat...
DVD...
Eat
DVD....

Yes, that's all I did yesterday..not really..
Decided to do my laundry..
hmm..that's about it I guess..

Oooo, I helped blake out to build his set on Monday..
He needed a rose garden and roses don't grow in winter.
Well, this is the set built, which will be torn down today..
To build a science lab..

This is the rose garden


So yea..that's about it..

I haven't exactly started on re-editing my film yet.
So, that's going to be a problem.
ADR is still needed..
Oh well......

Just going to post some pics to entertain you.. :)

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